What'll I do?

I’ve been listening to a lot of Judy Garland, mainly What’ll I do. When I love something I loooove it.  Which explains this song.  What’ll I do speaks to my grieving heart.  This song plays on my phone or rather I play this song at least four times a day.  When I hear the lyrics: […]

What’ll I do?

I’ve been listening to a lot of Judy Garland, mainly What’ll I do. When I love something I loooove it.  Which explains this song.  What’ll I do speaks to my grieving heart.  This song plays on my phone or rather I play this song at least four times a day.  When I hear the lyrics: […]

How the fuck did I get here?!

My husband died on April 2, 2013.  I was 39 when it happened. THIRTY FUCKING NINE!  I always knew my husband, whose name was Peter by the way, would never make it to old age.  I always knew he would die before me.  However I thought he would be 52 maybe 53 and our children […]