At the point in my short-lived dating life I have given up. That’s O.K. I am finally good with being alone. So the next date I have I make an agreement with myself that I don’t really care if he likes me. In fact I’m going to be the most outlandish me I can be. […]
I have been told I look fabulous. This phenomenon started about nine months after Peter died. Everywhere I went people would tell me I look amazing and truly mean the compliment. When it first started happening I was so grief stricken that I just responded with a mumbled growl, similar to the way Vin Diesel […]
I see him from across the room, he is wearing a three piece suit. A three piece suit? The material is gray and dull and I an unable to determine from what the suit is made. But whatever it’s made of, the suit is intimidating. He laughs a booming laugh that scares me and thrills […]
I see him from across the room, he is wearing a three piece suit. A three piece suit? The material is gray and dull and I an unable to determine from what the suit is made. But whatever it’s made of, the suit is intimidating. He laughs a booming laugh that scares me and thrills […]
I have meet the man I am going to marry. O.K. well I haven’t actually met him yet but I am going to marry him nonetheless. We have been talking on the phone for two months and I haven’t meet him yet? He calls me every few days and we text all the time or […]
I have meet the man I am going to marry. O.K. well I haven’t actually met him yet but I am going to marry him nonetheless. We have been talking on the phone for two months and I haven’t meet him yet? He calls me every few days and we text all the time or […]
Isn’t it great to have the bed and/or bathroom all to yourself? Yes, sure. It’s certainly is not a glaring reminder that your significant other is dead. People have actually said this to me. Yes, I hated it when Peter would take up the whole bed. Yes, I hated it when Peter would forget to […]
I am ready to be bad; I have finally figured out that I just want to have fun with boys. I want to stop trying to force feelings and have a blast. Everyone tells me the best way to have fun is to date someone fun. However not one of my friends has told me […]
I am on a plane back to Portland after spending the weekend away. The plane, my head and the people around me are spinning. I am more hungover than I have ever been in my life. Hangover implies drinking and I did a lot of that. Plane implies travel and yep, that happened as well. […]
Linda, Glasses, the Dealer and Rhino ALRIGHT! That is it. I am dating, no more fucking around. I will have a first date after death. But what is a date? Coffee? Drinks? Do people still go to a full blown dinner? Is a dinner too much to ask? Who pays for said dinner? If I […]
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